I feel kinda lonely today,kinda numb , don't know what to do,hate every thing around,time go
faster than before but I feel time is not running, I need to do some thing but not sure what I need to do,hanging on the bed all day and watch drama... all nonsense , for long time think about some thing new but every single thing are the same as before like used to .
i will have class this evening, feels not right to do it but i like to attend on my class
god help me make me all right to do what is best for me
